December 2009
23 posts
S e r e n e R a i n
Emotions run deep yeah so does the soul To fabricate a better state for when you’re left in the cold You need to keep ya head up and fight to always keep it movin Learn to stop and move on and stay away from those illusions It’s like chess the innovative stay alive You can’t fortify your means if your mind is in your 9-5 You need to realize why your heart seems missing Another...
Dec 31st
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p e r s o n a l i n s i g h t
I won’t burst. I can’t. I haven’t talked to anyone this long about my own issues. Why start now? I’m 18. Almost there. There’s no mantra. Where’s the balance? I’m disoriented these days. My insides are screaming to talk to someone. My external appearance ; cool, calm & collected. That’s it. Light another one and pretend it...
Dec 22nd
t r a n q u i l i t y . . .
The Way takes no action, but leaves nothing undone. When you accept this The world will flourish, In harmony with nature. Nature does not possess desire; Without desire, the heart becomes quiet; In this manner the whole world is made tranquil.
Dec 22nd
f a s h i o n m a g a z i n e .
She flips through the pages of her fashion magazine It pulls her out of her reality for a moment, We all need our moments She forgets for a couple of seconds about the hopeless situation As the plane that seems to take all of the focus Riding that afternoon plane from Dallas back to Minneappolis Two and a half hours, she’s out there Reading some column about Spit versus Swallow Everything...
Dec 21st
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l o v e
Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness not with man you love but the man who loves you more. The best...
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
Ace(me) Ft. Sikkwitit - Ex-Chick (Studio quality) →
This song is really special to me regardless of how mediocre it is.  Hopefully you guys check it out and like it…it’s up for downloads and is featured on http://www.digitaldripped.com/ also.
Dec 18th
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Shizzle. →
Dec 14th
c o n f i r m a t i o n.
I’ve always been contemplative and as I got into my teenage years I began to become even more contemplative to an unfathomable extent. My forte as one would say was always helping people psychologically for the most part. I’ve always been good at analyzing other peoples situations from diverse perspectives with age not being a boundary. I’ve helped adults teenagers and even...
Dec 14th
Dec 9th
s o l i t u d e . . .
This is back when I first started getting into music January 8th.  This is an unfathomably personal verse… Ever since day one I’ve been always doubted Like an orphaned child my minds always clouded shackled to invisible chains My thoughts are always to blame To keep it movin never stop in the rain yo Give me time as I sit and swallow all the sorrow and the pain through a liqour...
Dec 9th
Keri Hilson's "Energy"
Early material… Now you’re gone I sit with these pictures holding memories Silent pleass while on my knees Is taking all my energy I can’t breathe cuz I need you here And I never thought once we’d get this near To leaving each other when we promised that no other would ever become our lovers and hug us if we did it right You’re the only girl i’ve ever loved but...
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
Floetry - "Real Eyes..."
Today I was given a glance. A glance that said look at this kid and his baggy pants and cap with his new shoes and his chain with his earphones on totally ignorant to whats going on in the world. A glance of resentment that placed me as a grand representation of my population that has an appreciation for materialistic lifestyles that stands adjacent to the right style. A tie and a suit is supposed...
Dec 9th
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1208....
I’m constantly stressin yes I learned my lesson I’m done with regressin it’s time for confession I could never sleep at night without you on my mind And these visions keep on haunting me I’m runnin out of time I could never give you everything you ever needed Feelin cheated defeated and girl you I really didn’t mean it I could never open up it never was me But you...
Dec 9th
First take of "You Were My Everything"
I should’ve known we were never meant to be But eventually these memories will gradually receede I confess I’m not the best but I gave what you needed You were never satsified but never could I see it you were cheatin, lying, playin with a new guy everyday Now you’re tryna win me back but there is nothing left to say But I trusted you consistently and all I got was misery I hope...
Dec 9th
Fall Down..
Sometimes I get this feeling that displaces my faith That’s why I’m constantly sedated and addicted to escapes But theres no solution so our act of resolution Was to leave and keep it movin but the point was never proven So I built a wall and fortified it from to the start Hoping time could peice together the remains of what I called heart I know we’ve grown apart I’ve...
Dec 9th
You Were My Everything....
I’ve tried to revise but I couldn’ thave this any other way/ Cuz when I look at you I know my skies are never turning grey/ I was upset when you change my perspective/ But now I understand how true love is deceptive/ I’m perceptive gettin better than I ever have been/ Now I’m feeling more than blessed just to call you my friend/ All these metaphors and similies are...
Dec 9th
Ex girlfriend
I came across your picture then you came across my mind It’s hard to reminisce then tell myself I had to draw the line I’ll be fine but babygirl I must confess That the magnitude of losing you has surely got the best of my soul Feelin lost without direction disconnectin my perception with this constant recollection of our previous connection It ain’t hard to see That I’m...
Dec 9th
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